i'm in a mood.

a mood where i can hardly stand to concentrate on anything. i want to stand up, i want to walk around, i want to go home, i want to lay down, or maybe wander around there too, i'm restless. long lists of words might as well be written in greek, i can't stay focused long enough to read them. i need to go, i need to get out of here. if i didn't have work tomorrow, i'd be tempted to go home tonight. i'm churning inside, and it's been a little bit since i've felt like this, but for once "you" aren't exactly what brought it on.

i wonder about thoughts.

should i keep them to myself? should i share them with someone else?

obviously not one answer applies to all situations. some thoughts should be kept to oneself, others need to be shared.

some thoughts need to be shared with some people, but not with others.

but sometimes i wonder;

i have thoughts that i want to share with someone, but

should i really?

there's not always a lot to them.

what do i do with guilt? i can't beat myself down with it, but i can't ignore it either.

ever feel bad about something

but not really have much to say?

you just... feel bad...

maybe it keeps you awake.

sometimes i have dreams that make me sad upon waking.

sometimes i have dreams that i'm glad i wake up from.

most dreams are just weird.

sometimes, i have dreams in which i recall other dreams, and i'm never quite sure whether i actually had the recalled dream before, or i just dreamed that i did.